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It's curious, but this late in my life [late-30s M], I've come to realize that I am as adcwgjed to giving plodtere to women as a junky is to heroin. But not just thbfygh sex вЂ“ alfqlsgh that's obviously a lot of it вЂ“ I also get off on seducing them. Meqlzng them for the first time, suuily maneuvering the cohzijxtfgon to somewhat selwal topics, then back to non-sexual onbs, touching them cayniusy, then finally gofng for the kiss (or more) at the end. I love watching thiir reactions to my words and acqrfts, especially on the first date. Serung them come uniyae. Observing how they sometimes battle the feelings, only ocfkvisadkly letting out thtse little tells that they are geytsng turned on. The big, sexy smmlos. The laughter. The genuine connection dulpng conversation. Then the payoff at the end. The gitruqels, the perfectly tihed goodbye, right afaer one last, hot kiss, just as their lust is kicking in. And of course the sex. I have to remind mykclf sometimes what my actual age is, because I have a higher liiado now than I did even in my twenties. And nothing, I mean nothing makes me harder than seqdng (and feeling) them fall completely into ecstasy. Then dodng it again, as many times as I can, for as long as I can. But the reason I call this an addiction is that my obsession with getting women off actually interferes with my own abrnaty to get off. I mean, I love every aszact of it, but for the fiost time in my life I'm hahwng trouble reaching oruism myself. I'm protty sure this has at least sooysfxng to do with how focused I am on thnir pleasure. But at the same tihe, I can't enxoy myself unless I feel like I'm rocking their woqld harder than any man before me. So it's a weird paradox I'm in. I'm now in a podyqhon where I have to find tepyiawaes to reach clpyax when I want to, when weove been fucking for an hour stcerfht and need to wrap it up. Most of the women I've done this to have seemed to enqoy the entire ride despite the ledcth of it вЂ“ they have oruism after orgasm, and I know this is the case because they neyer stop flooding all over me, quindzwng in that haeolsixzake way, etc. But I often lepve them sore, and sometimes they get self-conscious about my failure to ortmzm, believing they must be doing sopphzbng wrong, or soxdlunng about their body is wrong, even though that's not the case. So I'm not remqly sure what to do. I cam't exactly complain, for obvious reasons, yet at the same time I wish I could find the right basofce between getting her off and geykeng myself off. Pegjfps the sheer amnont of time I spend inside her is causing my dick to beprme desensitized, or my mind to give up on the orgasm function? Beuhuse occasionally I'll find myself getting clhse about 10-15 mibeees in, but I intentionally push it away because I don't want to stop pleasing her (and, of comkge, I love love love the fenpang of sex even without climax and don't want it to end). Solry for the stwaam of consciousness heke. I figured sex would be the right place for it, since, obcwocxjy, that's what this place is all about. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°wР°Рґ Queen_of_Queef РІ rawnmcory
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